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let it be

communist daughter :: not the kid

i was on this trip.  and worries were catching up with me and i was tying myself in knots.  the whole tribe had collapsed into disarray.  noel left a frantic voice mail (todd threw it away).  he was really scared.  catastrophizing was the order of the moment and the downward spiral was palpable.

then i broke free by breaking free.  i decided right then and there to let go and just do what i wanted.  if i wanted to walk across the bed to get to the other side of the room, doggone it, i’m gonna do it.  no, it wasn’t a to-hell-with-you self serving hedonism.  i was just going to do what i wanted and enjoy the doing and the being.  and i told myself everything would be all right.

and it was.

take care and have great days!